So my pain just doesn’t stop. The glass shards feeling is here so makes me wonder if I should just go back to crossfit. I haven’t worked out in almost 2 weeks due to the minor set back. I don’t have my catheter in anymore or the leg bag but I am definitely not where I was a month ago. I hope this is just a phase and will pass, as if I am on a roller coaster of good days and real fucking shit days. Maybe I will ride out the rest of the week and try for Monday. Maybe by some miracle I will feel better.
I at least I finally cleaned my loft. It was out of control mess. My mom offered to get a maid for me since I can’t afford it but I sucked it up and cleaned for 4 hours. I feel a lot better since having a real messy space gets to me.